xhear_me_nowx -

one day you're gonna wake up and i'm not gonna be here anymore, i won't always be sitting on the sidelines waiting for my time in the spotlight.


i'm not wearing down
but he's tempting

i'm not wearing down
but he's so tempting..

i like it when it's new. haha.





today i found myself missing kevin.
not like 'i wish i had him back' missing him...but i had gotten so used to just calling him when something big happened, and knowing he'd always answer.
plus i put on damien rice. and it just reminds me of this time we fell asleep listening to it. the GOOD days when things didn't seem so complicated. i miss my friend.

this picture dosen't mean anything. but look how cute we were. haha i repeat : DO NOT get the wrong idea.




britter is on her way over. i'm doing her hair. scout pissed in my bed. im angry.